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Old blog, in use once more [Jun. 24th, 2008|07:24 pm]
[Current Location |Tahoe]
[music |orange crush -- REM]

Hey all (can't even remember who all is, it's been that long), I'm back for the summer. Not much to say for now, I just dropped off a friend at the airport, and I'm now just recovering from getting up about eight hours earlier than I'm used to.

I've got a nice list of things to do; one of the most pressing is probably to find out what the hecks up with my car. It needs it's 90,000 mile check up anyway, so at least I was planning on going to the shop. I'll probably try to get that done tomorrow, because without that car I'm not only grounded, but seriously sad. I've made a vow to start taking better care of her (for those of you who don't know, my car is a her. Other objects are other genders, but the car is definitely a her.). She's always done me well, and now I've got a nice list of things I can do to repay it.

Jobs suck, as usual. STILL have not heard back on most internships, so if anyone knows someone with a need for a mechanical engineering or physics intern.... I'm here.
Dear lord, I've heard that the HR at the company I put most of my applications into sucked, but this is whole new levels. The last email I sent asking WTF (obviously in nicer words), took 5 weeks to get a reply. I have yet to hear anything at all from them other than that one email. I'm about ready to find the nearest office, walk in, and say "Internship. Now."

I'm sure that would go over well.

That's it for now, but expect more later.
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Not tired... wired! [Sep. 9th, 2007|10:14 pm]
[mood |wired]
[music |Postal service. You know the one]

Can't get to sleep, so I thought I'd give a little entry. I feel like writing one.

I've been depressed pretty badly lately, because I've felt entirely uninspired. For anything. It spread like a disease, and the cause of it was bowery. Don't let anyone tell you that hobbies are all happy bouncy things, they are just another opening in the interest section of your mind for ideas to get out and un-inspiration to get in. But that's for another post, right now I'm excited that I think I'm getting something back. My original idea of starting projects en masse. It turned out that I got all the projects to the point where I was in pre-tillering flaw analysis (can anyone tell I'm a scientist by heart?), and damn, that was a lot of flaws. All lined up in a row.

I realized this standing in front of that row today. I promptly picked up one, and started a domino chain. When I want to move on I'm just going to randomly pick one. No meathodically picking out flaws. As someone on the bowery forum said, "I do this for fun, why should it matter how long it takes?"

Let's see, what else is going on... Oh yeah, I've decided that I'm going to try to get a cheap toughbook off ebay, revamp it, and have it be my notebook to carry with me. I've really been sold on the idea, I'm just waiting for the right oppertunity. it seems like I could end up with a good machine for cheap. And hell, while I'm there, anyone need a good laptop? It seems like I've found a nice little secret with the toughbooks on ebay to get them cheaper, and I'm a competent computer repair person now, so it's well within my reach to fix the stuff on ebay.

Sigh, well I've been able to stay up so late because I've got a bad shift tomorrow, sadly my last week here is only bad shifts... so I'm able to stay up a bit later than usual, will probably be doing a few more of these.

Sigh, enough of the excuses for insomnia, have to get to sleep now.

"And I want life in every word
To the extent that it's absurd"
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I'm back! [Aug. 24th, 2007|03:50 pm]
[mood | blah]

Well, the longish absence was because of a lack of a power cord, which usually does a damn good job of stopping a computer right in it's tracks. The new cord took it's damn sweet time in getting here, and even when it did it was just before going to see lightflake. So, sorry for the absence.

Well, I'm currently recovering from the trip, and that's pretty much the main thing in my life now. I've always found it rather funny; you spend so much time organizing a trip, only to come back and have to organize the rest of your life that's now a week or so behind. I've got a bunch of bows that I need to get done and a bunch of arrows that need to be made... ect. I've also got to do a bunch of computer corps time to finish up the summer.

Well, now for the entertaining stuff. Today at work was it's own special world of suck, just in a few very, very interesting ways. There were the special customers. Lady - "No, no, you have to put the salame next to the mustard, the turkey next to the mayo, and put more mayo on it, and more cheese than that. And just one (gestures violently with one finger raised) tomato." That's just a sample. This lady was the biggest control freak I've ever seen in my life. She was also horrified that I put the sandwich down on the sandwich bar... which is normally where you put a sandwich. I'd understand if the sandwich bar was dirty, but she was the first customer of the day, and the thing was shining so much you practically needed sunglasses to look at it. Needless to say, both of the coworkers in the deli with me were like, "wow, I would have told her where to shove that sandwich".

Keep in mind that was the first customer of the day. The second one, a guy, comes in. He asks for one of our popular sandwiches. I go to grab the bread, because it was to early to have bread out and it was still all in boxes. Someone had compacted some stuff, and I didn't notice that the bread wasn't the stuff that was written on the side of the box. I barely get around the corner before the guy practically jumps on me, "THAT'S THE WRONG BREAD! YOU ALWAYS USE THE WRONG BREAD!!!" I didn't take it personal at first, I thought he just meant "you" as in "you all". So, I go back and take great delight in grabbing another loaf of bread, this time one that wasn't the rustic Italian bread that he wanted, but a type that looks remarkably like it. He didn't notice, of course. Not even people who work with me can consistently tell the two apart. I didn't trust myself to talk, so I said nothing. Then, from over my shoulder, "PUT MORE GARLIC HERB SPREAD ON IT!!! YOU NEVER PUT ENOUGH. Everyone else puts more." Now I know he's getting personal, but I push down any anger. Have to keep this job, have to keep this job... I look up and a coworker is in the back, very angry. She signals with her head asking if I want her to have a go at him (This coworker has been at the deli for a very long time and is one of the only people capable of opening in the summer, so needless to say she has job security, and when it comes to customer service, she knows it). I shake my head. Guy goes in on a rant about how I personally make the sandwiches way too small. I am pissed, needless to say, so I look him in the eye and say, "OK, I'll make it exactly how it's supposed to be". So I made it with bare minimum everything, and even took the time to make it look small. I handed it to him with a smile and told him that there's a primo itialiano, made exactly like it's supposed to be.

Then, of the million and one people who walk in the door comes the old manager, who's spending the summer helping another store open. He's also the person who gave me my original pay quote, which I've been making about 4/5ths of all summer. It's still better than I could be making anywhere else, but it's the morals of it that have me. So he asks how it's been going. I respond through my teeth that it's been going just peachy (in those exact words). So the genius picks up on something and asks if they pay thing has been resolved. I've had enough, so I just chew him out. When I'm done, he blinks a bit and tells me that he's going to go email the person who approves raises. Damn that felt good.


Well, I've spent a great deal more time on this post than I had originally planned, so I'd better go now. It was a stressful enough day as it was.
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Random musings I [Jul. 22nd, 2007|09:02 pm]
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[music |Frontiers by Journey, (It's been a while since I've heard this last)]

I put the "I" by random musings because I figure that there will be a lot of entries titled this, and just out of curiousity I want to see how high I get. Something of a measure of how bad I am at naming things.

Well, I'm not tired, which is what started out this post. I'm supposed to be sleeping, however early it is; I'm on the /morning/ shifts at work, meaning that I'm always either starting work at 3AM or 6AM. Sound crazy as hell, but I did request it. Not only does it work better for talking to colly (I see myself as on either a 6AM shift or a 9AM shift) but it also works well to get other things done, and damn there's a lot of those. I've got to work, which takes up a great deal of time in the day. Damn money. And then I've got more fun things, which I'll list in increasing order o fundome.

Well I'm also working at a place called computer corps. I guess volenteering would be a better word, but I feel guilty using that because in the end I am getting computer parts and possibly even a computer out of it. Basically I work with really old computers, revamping them to give out to either underprivilaged families throughout Nevada, or sell to South Korea. That last part I won't tell employers when I put this on my resume, but this is reality and obscure nonprofits don't get that much actual cash donations; most people just drop us off a computer and think that that's it. It's sad that I was lined up for a very nice internship until my employer lied to me about how much he would pay me, and stuck me back in my old job. I don't mind the old job, though, I mind being lied to and decieved, missing  a great internship oppertunity for cash that I'm not going to be getting, doing nothing more that a stupid volenteer thing for my future. When I think about that too much I feel like I am being very useless this summer.

Well, moving on I have wood harvesting. I've found great sources of juniper and, yes, YEW!!!! yay! I've just got to get the crap. It kinda sucks, because it's like offering yourself up to the biting bugs of the world for a few hours, and it's really hard on the arms and hands, I put a lot of blood into getting the yew I already have. ANd the juniper is in carson, which is always hot and sunny as hell. Never fun. But it is fun to split the stuff and see what I got out of a harvest, though, yet again, it's hard on the arms. Yeah, yeah, you try swinging a full 5lbs sledge for three hours and get back to me on that.

I'm also working on a language that could have some rather fun implications if I can ever crank the damn thing out. It's based entirely on wave interference patterns, which makes for a very fun language. Military implications are large, because you would have to "aim" this signal somewhere, and anywhere else it would come up as randomly scattered things. It's also just fun and cool looking. It and another language that I need to continue working on are things that I'm really looking forward too.

Next are a few projects I've been working on for a special someone who reads this, so I can't say much more on that subject :)

Technically the next two are a tie, but I'll list this one first. Books. They're everywhere, and they are really good for the most part. I'm struggling to do anything else when one is around. Damn you (you know who you are). But they are fun, and I can't help myself.

Lastly, is of course, bows. They can be so frusterating/fun to make, and the end result is one of the coolest things you can make. I'm working on some kids bows right now that I have great hope for... now just to find some kids with unsuspecting mothers to give them too. Yeah, I'm evil, I know.

And right now I'm still stuck in my epic battle with sleep. I wish we didn't have to, I'd actually be able to get a lot of the above stuff done, which I really want to do. Instead we have to follow this stupid ball of fire in the sky. Yuck. I hate the sun, even more currently because the one time I thought I could get to sleep I couldn't because the sun was in my window, blasting me. For the most part, as much as I like the dimmer light from it, I wish that we could just get rid of fire altogether. For anyone who doesn't know, and is living in their own special little land, the west, where I live, is on fire. And we're expeciting more lightning in my area tomorrow. Fun. We need to get rid of that crap, at least before every house in the west is burnt down, and all the rest smoked out.

Well, I guess I've stalled enough, it's back to the death-lock with sleep. Wish me luck.
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